Monday, September 20, 2010

Of Lamentations

Sometimes i do find myself lamenting about my current life.

It definitely isnt easy to pack my bags and leave home. Settling myself in a far away corner of the globe, being apart of a brand new family, adjusting myself into a new very rich culture coupled with the constant bombarding of a language so foreign to mine.

I cant remember the countless times when everything gets so overwhelming and all i wanted to do was to escape, to hide from it all, nestled in a safe and sound cocoon and take all my time in the world to indulge in self pity.

Alternatively, i could take a bold step forward to embrace this new life. To hurled myself into an exciting change in life which is so absolute and yet so fearsome. I could gather all my courage to face the bull head on, tossing its horns and breaking through the challenge with a triumphant victory.

And i should feel blessed as i can do that all with love. With so much love.

Now everytime when the blues creep in, i shall remind myself of a resolution i made in a rainy Monday  morning and i will hold myself together and see myself through.


1 fairy whisper(s):

Anonymous said...

what is the resolution made on said monday morning?